It's Becoming a Habit, It's Becoming a Life-Style

Hey guys,

So lately things have been going very well. My body loves to fluctuate I have come to find out. With my obsessive stepping on the scale and weighing myself, I see I can fluctuate 5 pounds! However, it will hover around one spot all week, and then just drop. Of course I step on my scale 3 times to make sure this is the correct weight, and then 30 min later go to show my husband, and I am up 5 pounds. I wonder if I really do fluctuate this much, or if maybe I need a new scale. I think at 190, I will buy myself a new scale, that will do all the subtracting for me. You know, one of those fancy like ones!

I have tried diets several times before. I would start them, and then a week into it, and doing so well, I will give in and give up. Then once more i would try again and the same thing would happen. This is the longest time I have held true to a diet, and I know I will succeed this time. There is no doubt in my mind. I will go out to eat, and not think twice about how much I want the ribs and fries, and get the salad instead. It's becoming habit, it's becoming a life style. It's a great feeling.

I have been having this pain in my stomach. It feels like I need to go use the restroom, but that is not the case. It's a constant cramp. Maybe I am dehydrated, not drinking enough water. Maybe it was from the exercises that about killed me the other day. Maybe it's something I am lacking in my diet. I don't know what the cause is, but I hope it goes away, it makes me very upset. :-( I will try to up my water intake each day, and make sure I am eating enough protein, veggies and fruits in the day.

I need ideas for my theme weeks. I had a few ideas, but I kind of lost the piece of paper with the list on it. Silly me. So, if you want me to talk about something that you find fun, interesting, or need help on, or whatever, shoot me a comment or a message.

I heard that my comments haven't been working, and I am not exactly sure as to why that is. I have tried fixing it, so hope whatever I did works, if not, you can ALWAYS e-mail me at:

TheImpatientDieter@gmail.com

or

BiermanStacey@yahoo.com

Doesn't matter if you just want to say Hi, or you have a question, or a comment, or whatever. Pop in, I love e-mails. lol If you have AIM or yahoo messenger you can find me there too! e-mail me if you want my user name. I don't want a whole bunch of random people Messaging me, and trying to meet up, or something. lol.

Anyway, it is FINALLY the weekend, I am very excited. My husband isn't home yet, so it looks like he is going to put in and hour or so to get a head start on his weekend hours. I love that, so then he wont have to go in on Saturday, and we can spend the day together.

Oh! So I woke up today, and I followed my meowing cat to the kitchen. I get to the entry-way of my house, and it's wet. I was like "Max! Did you pee?! That is not like you!" And then I kept walking and it was still wet, "... There is no way this much pee came out of you" I turned on the light, and my entry way was flooded. The carpet was soaked! Splashing up at me, it was crazy. So I called maintenance, and when they finally got here... 6 hours later, they had no idea what was wrong. I had four confused maintenance guys in my house, looking at the AC unit, which appeared to be the problem. When I found the problem first thing in the morning, I did turn off the AC, thinking that may be the cause, and the Maintenance guy was proud of me! I love doing the right thing all on my own. So, it turned out it was a pipe from under the house, and it was clogged, and all the water would just overflow into the house. Crazy! So they fixed it! Now the carpet is drying. Yay!

Anyway, I have rambled about nothing for a while now, so I will let you go. Thanks for reading!!