Aren't You Just The Impatient Dieter

Lately I haven't been posting videos. It's not that I am doing poorly, or that I have lost my enthusiasm, it's because I have had the flu, and not feeling well. I thought about doing text videos, but I was so miserable, I couldn't even sit up to do that. I feel bad, but no one has complained yet. They are all probably taking a breather from not having my videos on the subscription page all the time.

I got my first "hater" lol. I was wondering when the time would come. They were saying I am copying people because I have 1200 calories a day, and update everyday. I went to their page, and they have yet to upload a single video, so it is clear to me, they have no idea what they are talking about. It just made me laugh. I feel the weight loss community is all about taking other peoples ideas, and applying it to yourself, see if it works. It's not about who has the best ideas, it's about losing weight, becoming healthier, and supporting one another in the process. This person obviously doesn't understand that. Besides, 1200 calories is the recommendation by any Dr. you see. So, it was amusing to me.

Also, I guess there is another youtube name "ImpatientDieter". I was unaware of this when I signed up. I was talking to my Dr. and he said I needed to lose weight, blah blah blah, and I told him can't it just go away over night? He mentioned a support group or something similar. I mentioned youtube, and he thought that was a good idea, if I were comfortable putting myself out there. We continued on strategies of weight loss. After a while of me whining that it was going to take too long, he said "Well, aren't you just the impatient dieter." That's when I got my idea for a youtube name. So, I apologize if it seems I was stealing the name from someone else, I had no idea. Forgive me for a coincidence.

Anyway, haters wont stop me from reaching my ultimate goal. I have support from a ton of people. More than I thought I would ever get. I have 70 subscribers, I was happy at 5! lol. So it's amazing that I have so many people rooting me on, and wanting me to succeed as badly as I do.

This weekend was hard. I was sick, like I said. When I am sick, my comfort food is french fries. Don't ask why. I just crave them like mad when I am sick, so this weekend, I was sick, and I didn't have any french fries. It was the hardest thing, and I was more crabby than I should have been, all because I didn't get my french fries. I am happy now, but I was so upset earlier. My husband is awesome for not taking me personal, and not giving in, and giving me french fries. .... I still want those french fries, but i am in the right state of mind to know better.

I still wish this weight would come off faster, but my husband was saying, it has come off faster than it has been put on. So I guess that is a good thing. In 4 weeks of youtube land, I have lost 12 pounds. I guess that is an average of 3 pounds a week. So I am doing awesome, and I will reach my goal of 125 by my one year anniversary. I wonder what my body will look like at 125. It will be so small. I am short to begin with, but I have been short and fat for a long time, that I can't even imagine what my body is going to transform into. It's really exciting actually. I look in the mirror and suck in, and cover spots that will disappear, and try to see what is under all this fat. To what I can see, it's a gorgeous little body, and I can not wait to let it shine!

Anyway, I am going to attempt to make a video and upload! Thanks for reading, please comment! I love comments! Check out my youtube channel, and I will update later!

Highest Weight: 235

Starting Weight: 221

Current Weight: 209